Into the Lightness

This is fucking life.

Everything fucking hates me — or maybe I just hate everything.

I don’t care who you are.

I don’t care about anything anymore.

Maybe that’s the only truth left —

that nothing makes sense,

and no one really does.

You give, you try, you burn —

and in the end, the world spits you out

like you never existed.

So yeah… this is fucking life.

I hate myself.

I hate my fucking life… I hate…

It’s dark… everything is dark…

But I feel… change.

It’s a beginning for me.

I see… I see the light.

I see you.

Darkness… it’s not true anymore.

Not me. No… enough.

The truth is —

Your light… touches me.

You touch me.

My heart… beats...

… again.